Courting regret

Gazing into the eyes of regret
Faltering breaths
Outline my shaky steps

Understanding I was nothing more than a trophy on your shelf another notch on Promiscuities belt

Every touch every caress a simple lie to get beneath my dress

Still I hold firm your requests
Because you r the one that stutters my heart painfully in my chest

Though these words I'll never share
And you will never notice the love hidden in my stares

Because to you I'm just another pretty face
One more conquered case.

Still walking home in the dewy mornings its you I taste
U fill my senses so completely
Your name written across my heart is impossible to erase

So I'll continue to hide my fears
lie about my tears

And count the moments till u notice how much I care.

Angeli Ramirez