Duplicity

Duplicity
Yes, Fantasy

Every day is reality
Obscurity
Uncertainties

Crushing me mercilessly
Under the weight of endless responsibilities

Temptations daring
Subconsciously comparing
The path of forgetting

Not even an option

Losing it all
Recurring destruction

Tampering with my sanity
Pain coursing through my veins,
my constant reminder that nothing remains the same
Forever

Slaving for pleasure
Paid in terror

Walking alone
Aching in my bones

The agony of a million memories
Scraping over my soul

Eternally less than whole

Storm clouds darken on every horizon
Blacking out the sun
Yet the rain does not come

No heat no energy
Withering away

No feeling left
In this hell where days and nights are just gray.

Angeli Ramirez