Emotional warfare

Hating loving you
Tearing my soul

Lips trembling
I'm trying to be bold

The brutal reality still to be told

I despise the way your kisses make me weak with need

I hate the fact that I'm always the one on plea

I hate that I can't take my eyes off you
Even though you never notice me

I hate that you choose to ignore the love; the pain I feel

I hate that our moments together are so unreal

I hate the way your voice melts me inside
I hate how I can't stop thinking about you all the time

I hate that you'll never truly be mine

I hate the day I fell for you
So yes, I hate the day we met

I hate that I always let
You have your way

I hate that I always want to stay
Wrapped in your arms
Just inhaling your scent

Though clearly for us it was never meant

Hating loving you
Yet, its all I do.

Angeli Ramirez