Dear, Darch Angel of Secrets

Darch angel I knew

How I was so enthralled by you
The sheer strength u exuded

Left me deluded

I asked you for your name

You told me they call you pain

The keeper of secrets

Admissions
A wild beast to be caged
only my love could tame

I was your weakness therefore I am to blame

And even then your beautiful deadly nature burned like a flame

You moved with a lethal grace

That stopped my heart
Took my breath away

I asked you for a name

You told me they call you rage

I really didn't care
To me, you were a star
And the world was your stage

I've never felt secure since I've left your side
Fear is the burden I now carry inside

In your arms I could see no danger
I remember when I stumbled upon you
And fell into the eyes of a stranger

So invincible you seemed
Your perfection
You were so surreal
So focused
Always diligent

You were the strength I'd always craved

Never acknowledging failure

Then for you I caved.

I feared your power
I revered your master intelligence.

You are the dark angel you said
You are him that is keeper of secrets

Now I knew your name
I'd heard of your dreadful fame

I'd pursued my own final fate
I had dug my own grave

Even as your eyes warned of my death

I gave myself to you, and pleaded that you lay me to rest.

The perfect murder

The last test.

Now it's impossible to take a breath
I've forgotten how to feel

Watching the world through glassy eyes

From the other side

I knew you were above me
Steel fragility in your ethereal beauty

My mortality must have seemed such a infantile thing

Yet you offered me your ring

But it didn't mean a thing
As a slave will never be fit for a king

Slave indeed to your every whim

In the oceans of blood I began to drown
I forgot to swim

Your complete possession was my downfall
Your obsession my all

I never knew the price I'd pay to love for just a day.

Yet I have to say;

I'd relive every hour every moment

To once again see your face

With all the secrets that you hold

I'll leave you my own

I feared you first
I love you still

I suppose, I always have
And I always will.

Angeli Ramirez