Dream Lover

Take me away
Lover of my dreams
Take me away
And keep me there to stay
Hold me firm
In tender embrace
Heal these wounds
With love replace
As i gaze into your loving face
No Hatred
No disgrace
Take me away
Let tenderness advance
Til the curtain of stars
Become the rays of day
Love me from afar no more
Caress my heart
Release my soul
Longing like this I've never known
To be loved to be known
I'll dally not with scores of chits
Laughing in folly over forgotten Witt's
Grant me instead your silken lips
Give me not diamonds or gold
Keep me in your precious hold
With your strength a new love is birthed
Endless years have i searched
For you who makes me feel whole
That even lost youth be restored
Yes ancient are my tender bones
Hidden hearts
Forgotten truths
Take me lover
To a place
That this pain it may erase.

Type of Girl

I'll never be the type of girl...
Who loves a club scene,
I'll never be the type of girl...
Who needs a big crowd,
I'll never be the type of girl...
Who is fast or loud,
I'll never be the type of girl...
Who will want your cash,
I'll never be the type of girl...
Who dreams of riches or fans.
But I am the type who you'll always find with a notebook or novel in hand.
I'm the type of girl..
Who likes long walks in warm sand,
I'm the type of girl...
Who loves to feel,
I'm the type of girl...
Who will keep it real,
I'm the type of girl...
Who falls in love,
I'm the type of girl...
That doesn't mind cuddles or hugs
I'm the type of girl...
To rock cotton tees with fleece socks,
I'm the type of girl...
Who will hold you through your pain,
I'm the type of girl...
Who dances in the rain,
I'm the type of girl...
Who prefers family over games,
I'm the type of girl...
Who will keep fighting for you; long after you've stopped fighting for yourself,
I'm the type of girl...
To deny a frown,
I'm the type of girl...
Who will stand her ground,
I am the type of girl...
That will hold you down.

Angelia Trixianna Ramirez

Half of a whole

Where do you go when there is no where left to turn?
Who do you call when there is no one left who cares?
Emotions simmered, has reached a boil
Rage and pain bubble and burn
The darkness clawing, from so deep inside
Threaten to consume her whole
Her dreams have crashed, confusion a knife through her soul.
The abyss open wide
Beckons to her shattered heart
Dwell within and feel no more...
Embrace forever
Chosen,
No return
A life forgotten
A death apart.

Angelia Trixianna Ramirez

The Suicide of a Soul.

Falling, Falling...
There is no end to this incessant pounding.
Drowning, Drowning...
There is no feeling left.
Calling, Calling...
No one left to hear
Travel with horse and whip
To the doors of deaths grip
Never stopping,
Yes... I wish to be freed
From this anguish that has taken hold
Wanting, Wanting...
Not to fold;
Metal bars that oppress my soul
Grey floors worn
Morale Sold,
Prison of my own making
I'm yours for the taking
Trying, Trying...
Hope sore
Crying, Crying...
No more.

Angelia Trixianna Ramirez.

Betrayal

Set me free
Torment me no longer
Demons of old
You ravish my mind
Grip me in relentless hold
Let me be!
Bound in honour
Bleed in disgrace
I cannot break such titan chains
Oh, betrayers of my heart
Peer into my soul
Step into these burdened eyes
Your contrition, my sorrow will replace
Your lies drowned in my pains
Over your fears will my anguish abound
Take from me all you have
Administer the coup de Grace;
Just punish me no more
What evil do I bring,
That you hate me so?
Persecution overflows, my windows even doors
Crushing all mortal strength
There's no one left to show
Yet, the story must be told
Loyalty of Gold
Lost to bitter envy
Forgotten ally
Stolen friend.
I've been exiled, left out in the cold
They've taken all their eyes could see
Abandoned they my memory
Added to the treachery
One last torment.... Gifted unto me.


Angelia Trixianna Ramirez

Who I Am.

I am who I am and I love it!
I am who I am and I will not change it!
I am who I am an I will embrace it
I am Beautifully, Individually, Original...
Its time you face this.

Angelia Trixianna Ramirez