Changed

Missing hours

Counting days

Holding too tightly to the moments that are ours

Thinking words that cannot be said
Making well, of light touches instead

Your hand in mine
There is no way to describe
The emotions tumbling inside
I've become a master at disguise

Living around this forbidden desire
Heart and soul; against my mind they conspire

Falling into you

Falling from truth

Wishing everything different
Though it makes no sense

Loving every moment
Hell or heaven sent

But each second spent
Is like a drug in my veins
High on your presence

Delirious from you're essence
Beautiful Agony;

You've finally found you're way to me

A life time too late it seems
Now that we can never be

Or, maybe I've been blinded by moral conformity

No matter the cause, the facts remain
Without you, my heart barley beats
And there is a numbness in my brain 
Every thought is labeled with your face, your voice, your name

Left or right...
In just one night
You stepped into my life
And I'm everything but the same.

Angeli Ramirez