Two sides to love

Passing through

Attentions meet

A million words shared

Yet, we never speak

Hands shake
My knees are weak

Wanting you;
Its killing me

Abandoned trophy
Sleeping restlessly

Because your silence haunts me.

You look at me
I look away

And though I have everything to say

I accept, things must be this way

Feeling inverted
Turned inside out

Completely deserted
And in need of your touch

Simply wanting... You too much
Praying that one day, you'll comprehend

What it means when

You pull me close and I turn aside

Understand, that I am dying inside

When you put your lips on mine
And I turn my head

There is just nothing to be said.

Each time we say goodbye
I walk off, as tears fill my eyes

I'll ask no questions
So you won't have to lie

I see you with them
But, I never ask why

You wonder if the silence is because I'm shy?

But the truth is, in your arms I lay quietly

Because, there is nowhere else I'd rather be

Figuring out has taken an eternity

Without you
I'm incomplete

But, for your heart I won't compete

Because, I love you too much for you to see it

If its too much, to hold you while I'm awake

I'll live my life asleep

Although its harder than it seems

I'll have you in my dreams.

Angeli Ramirez

Where the heart is...

Til death do us part

Was the promise in our hearts
But, now
I've lost sight of the finishing mark
Times past to return to the start

My love for you
For all its worth
Its beauty entombed in hurt

I could release it all in a flash
But not you, you are my present, my future and my past
So I continue to hide behind this mask
Though I understand I've taken on a impossible task
Prize of platinum
Shielded in brass

Sending my heart to you
Every single day
With no directions I'll always find my way

Home is where the heart is
That is what they say.

Angeli Ramirez

Lover's wish

Yesterday, Tomorrow,  Today the same

Fed up with these same old games

It's time to embrace change.

Shy spark, evolving into a vibrant flame.

Dreaming dreams
Lovers caress
I'll runaway with you.
Only you. A captain and some crew
We'll sail to the moon

Heart flutters beneath my breast
Dare i impress?

In my thoughts i lay across your chest
Telling you stories at your request :)

Play a memory upon my bed
Chase your lips round my head

It's those eyes
They bind me well
Trap me in this beautiful hell

No one asks,  I'll never tell
This melody in my soul
Ringing like a bell

Sweet Agony
This is what you impart to me
Weakness plain to see

Perfect nightmare,  tho it seems...

I don't know you
It's true
I met you in my dreams.

Flitting by my conscience,  bitter sweet fantasy.

All i own is reality
It's my abiding city
It's hold,  anchors me

Mystery,  Seduction
Energy makes her play
All common sense,  good intentions sway
Freedom of choice
Will you leave,  or will you stay?
Be warned,  it's a heavy price we'll pay...

1 moment,  grasping tight
1 leap,  just one night
If so much I'll keep

I'll always have time,  if even only while i sleep.

Angeli Ramirez

Deciding

Decisions; wrapped in vision

Warped by reality

Blurring lines of morale; principality

Yet I feel.

The silkiness of your lips against mine
And for countless moments I'm lost in time

Though I'm aware the punishment will suit the crime

Our souls have stepped over oceans to bind

And, loving you.

Whether wrong or right

Is my only comfort through my lonely nights

You will never see the tears that run untamed

To fill my sea of blame

Thoughts of you
Memories of rain
Skim across my brain

Leaving behind a path of flames

As the beat of your heart sings my name

Every touch... Skin to skin

Something melts within.

Still, I must be precise

The cost...a heart
The payment... A life.

Decisions, decisions.

Angeli Ramirez

Cracked.

I've hidden the desires in my
heart

As I wish upon the weightless dark

Maybe its not the beginning of the end, but its a finish to a start .

You
Me

A world between
A life apart.

Contemplating the stars that burn across the sky
Forgetting every promise
Still remembering every lie

Yet, I do what I've always done
I continue to try

Hiding from the damning whispers
Of the tears I cry

Against me all the odds are stacked
Cards drawn can't be returned to the pack
Even then, I'm too weak to fight back

Its our curse
In everything there is a crack
Our lose is our win
Because without fractured walls
How would the light get in?

Angeli Ramirez

Parting play

Forgotten, Unwanted,  Rejected
Caring,  Hurting,  Reflecting

Love,  Wanted,  Protected

Lied,  Used,  Dejected

Thief!  You've stolen my heart

From my affection then did you depart.

Stand in for a tragic role
Your deceit has taken it's toll
How i try to be bold
Still I am cold
Promises of Gold
Fulfilment of dust
Forgetting you now is a must
Loving you,  turned out to be a real bust :/

Angeli Ramirez

Old friends

Hi there,

I knew you once
Though i can't remember now
I recognize your energy
Though I don't know how
When was it that I knew you??

Oh yes, a long time ago
You were young and care free
Beautiful and daring
Too blind to see

As you skipped around love
You ran into me
And gazed with not fear but curiosity

I remember it well
Though it was so many lives before

I was amazed at your innocence
So on you I had pity
This favour I would do

A warning I imparted
Turn back my darling
Save your common sense

Step beyond these gates
It will be to your end.

Alas loves seductions was a call you had to heed

I warned you
That your soul would bleed
Lusts sweet melody called to you
There was nothing more I could do

I see now that you've returned
From loves path; you've been burned

I'm afraid its a little too late
As you see i told you
Love always claims its sacrifice

You had to pay its price

I could have told you what it would cost

But in your dewy eyes
I saw you were already lost

Well now, here you are...
For love your soul you did sell
Returned an empty shell
To join me in this hell

Hello old friend, I told you... I know you well.

Angeli Ramirez